Natural Beauty

“Look at this one,” the man said, holding up a large photo. “I took this one just this last March, as it was warming up.

“It’s really nice,” the other man replied. “Do you touch them up at all?”

“What do you mean?” the first man asked.

“Do you use Photoshop, or are these images pretty much as you took them?”

“Ah,” the first man laughed, “I do some adjustments. Brightness and contrast, mostly. I don’t get too much into it. I just don’t understand how to do it. My wife showed me how to do that much, though. I do it on my computer, while I’m on the road. I like to edit them as I take them.”

“That’s all you need, really,” the other man said. “A couple adjustment layers to help the colors pop. Keep it simple. Editing isn’t what makes a beautiful photograph. It’s the subject matter that is most important.”

“I couldn’t agree more,” the first man said, admiring his own photo. “These are beautiful places. God’s country, if there ever was such a place. You can’t help but take amazing pictures when you’re surrounded by all this natural splendor.”

The two men stood in silence, looking at the picture. It truly was a beautiful scene.

Wattpad MyHandmaidsTale Competition Part 2

My second entry into the MyHandmaidsTale contest on Wattpad. I'm not sure how many of these I'll write, but it's fun so maybe I'll pump out a few more before the end of the contest on 6/25.

Wattpad MyHandmaidsTale Competition

I'm on a roll with these Wattpad competitions. Check out my latest entry here. This one is an extension of Margaret Atwood's "The Handmaid's Tale". Enjoy, and make sure to vote it up.

Wattpad Short Story SmackDown Qualifier

Check out my entry for the Short Story SmackDown on Wattpad (or just read it below).

Also, happy SciFiFriday.

Frank grinned, inhaling slowly and deeply before he replied and when he did so, he ensured eye contact with Dave was maintained...

"It's time," Frank said flatly.

"What you mean, 'it's time', Frank" Davey spat. "Of course it's time! That's what I've been gettin' at with all this. Are you not listenin' to me, Frank? You got something in your ears, Frank?" Davey stepped in close to Frank, their noses almost touching through the bars. "You need to open up your mind, Frank. You need to get what I'm sayin' into your head."

"It's time," Frank said again, that stupid grin still spread across his face. Davey couldn't tell if Frank's grin was an attempt at pacifying or mocking him. "Come on, Davey boy, let's get you up and at 'em. You'll feel better once you take these" Frank put his hands through the bars, palms up, two small white tablets in each hand. "Let's go," he beckoned.

"Get off'a me!" Davey bellowed, jumping backward away from Frank's outstretched fingers. "You ain't listenin' to me, Frank! This, all of this, it's all going to end! It'll all be gone, Frank! You get that? You get any of this? Is any of it sinking in? Our names, in the books, for all of history; inscribed in stone, Franky, written in lights. They'll look back at us, everyone of 'em, and they'll say: 'Those guys did it. They did it for us. We're here because of them!' All the killin', all the hurtin', all the pain; all of it for them, so they got a chance, Frank. You see what I'm sayin' Frank? Earth to Frank. You in or not?"

"I'm sorry, Davey," Frank sighed, his voice heavy with an empathy that had been lacking moments ago. "He's refusing," Frank said to the empty space behind him. "Pop the lock."

"What are you talkin' 'bout," Davey spat, glaring at Frank through the bars. But as he opened his mouth to speak again, he was interrupted by a loud KLANK-KLANK. The gate to Davey's cell squealed open slowly and two large men stepped out from behind Frank and grabbed Davey by the arms, forcing him to the ground.

"What the hell!" Davey screamed, thrashing about with his legs, biting and spitting at the air.

"Hold 'em still," Frank instructed the men holding Davey. "We'll need to adjust his dosage. He's even more agitated than when he was first brought in. And the delusions, they haven't calmed at all."

"IT'S ALL GOING TO BURN!" Davey screeched. "I'M GOING TO KILL YOU ALL, FRANK! I'M GOING TO KILL YOU ALL!"

Dr. Frank injected Davey with a cocktail of sedatives and psychotropic medication. Davey continued to struggle for a moment, and then went limp. The orderlies picked up Davey's flaccid body and placed him on a metal cot in the corner of the cell.

"Restrain him," Dr. Frank told them. "We'll need to keep him snowed for his own good until I can stabilize his medication."

Advertising

I'm experimenting with having ads on this blog. So far, it looks like the ads that get displayed have nothing to do with writing, books, or anything else that I mention... so I might just take them off. Anyway, if you have a strong opinion one way or the other, let me know.

The Kessel Run

I'm always meaning to enter these Wattpad challenges, but I usually end up just putting it off and never getting around to it. This most recent challenge was a Star Wars fan fiction about the Kessel Run... and I finished the challenge on time. If you're interested, make sure to read my entry and vote for my story!

Analog

I spent most of April and the first couple weeks of May with no ready access to a computer (and battling a pretty gnarly chest infection). I had all these grant plans about writing by hand to keep up with things, but that never happened. Not having a computer really, really knocked the wind out of my sails with regards to writing and even now, after having been more or less back to normal and re-computerized, I'm still struggling to get my fingers back to work.

Fortunately, the ideas are still flowing freely and I've got a ton of stuff lined up. I'm just not hitting the daily word counts that I'd like to be hitting. This has set back the publication of the third Psalms of the Apocalypse book, the first installment of Blackstar, and a few other projects that I've got in the oven. You've probably also noticed that I've been slacking on the SciFiSunday posts. Anyway, long story short, I'm working on getting back up and running at full speed and should be publishing/posting more regularly from now on.

On a slightly related note, I was just reading a post from George R.R. Martin on Goodreads. This guy is so busy. His workload and output make me feel like a total slacker.

Fortune Cookies

Hana sat at the table sipping a thick green tea from a blue speckled gray bowl. Across from her, Touma popped a roasted soybean into his mouth with a ostentatious flourish.

“I’m stuffed!” Touma announced suddenly, falling back onto the floor, his arms sprawling awkwardly.

“Stop it,” Hana giggled, choking on her tea. “You’re so dramatic!”

“I can’t help it, I ate so much!” Touma sighed, rubbing his belly. “I didn’t know food could taste so good.”

“It was wonderful,” Hana agreed, placing the mottled bowl on the table. “But I hope you aren’t too full. We haven’t had dessert yet.”

“Ah!” Touma exclaimed, propping himself up on one elbow. “I almost forgot about dessert, I was so focused on the meal.”

“Well, sit up!” Hana admonished him. “You can’t eat dessert laying on the floor.”

Touma rolled up to his knees in front of the table. “It was quite a feast!” they said in unison.

Immediately, a child-sized android entered the room and silently removed their plates while another small android cheerfully cleaned the low table. When the table was cleared, a third android placed a palm-sized off-white porcelain dessert plate on the table. On the plate, there were two delicate fortune cookies.

“Thank you for this food,” Touma said hungrily, leaving over the table.

“Thank you for this food,” Hana agreed, her hands folded in her lap.

“They make the best fortune cookies here,” Touma said excitedly, reaching across the table for a cookie.

“They really do,” Hana agreed. “I always make sure not to overeat so that when the fortune cookies come, I’ll still be a little hungry. This way, I’ll really be able to savor the flavor.”

“Not me,” Touma laughed, “I eat and eat. No matter how much I eat, I’ll still have room for one of these.” He held the fortune cookie to his face, breathing in the cookie’s intoxicating sesame scent.

“I don’t know how you stay so thin,” Hana chided him. “Someday, you’re going to be so fat that they’ll have to roll you down the street.”

“Maybe,” Touma shrugged, “but for now, I can make my way down the street by myself.”

“For now,” Hana said skeptically. She grabbed the other cookie and examined it. “These really are beautiful. They’re almost too beautiful to eat.”

“Nothing is too beautiful to eat,” Touma laughed, gently cracking open his fortune cookie. Inside, there was a tiny person, about as big as the end of his little finger. The person yawned and stretched languidly. Its long black hair wrapped around its slender, pale body. It looked up at Touma curiously.

“Oh, how cute!” Hana said, looking at oracle in Touma’s cookie. She broke her own fortune cookie in half and let out an excited gasp. “Oh, Touma!” she whispered excitedly, “Look! Look!” She held her hands out so that Touma could see the tiny, golden haired oracle inside her cookie. “It’s beautiful!” Hana smiled.

“It’s nice,” Touma shrugged, tossing his fortune cookie, and the oracle inside it, into his mouth. He chewed noisily, his teeth chomping into the dessert with a jarring crunch. When he was done, he shot Hana a skeptical glance. “Are you going to eat that?”

“Oh, I never eat the oracles,” Hana said, tenderly removing the fortune cookie pieces from around the oracle and eating them one at a time.

“You’re so weird,” Touma sighed. “What do you do with them?”

“I collect them,” Hana said. “You know, it’s not weird. It’s actually really fun, and a lot of people do it. I’m part of a club.”

“It’s weird,” Touma said flatly.

“No it’s not,” Hana said. “And anyway, they’re so cute. I don’t like to eat them.” She put her little finger next to the oracle. It climbed over her finger and then walked onto her palm. “They’re really quite nice, if you play with them every day. And this type is really rare. You hardly see them with hair like this.” She held the oracle out for Touma to see.

“Yeah, I know. They’re supposed to be the most delicious. Let me eat it! It’s a waste not to.”

“No!” Hana said, pulling her hand back.

“How do you even care for them? You probably keep them all cooped up in a mason jar under your bed. It’s cruel! Let me eat it, it’s the humane thing to do.”

Hana looked at the oracle in her palm tenderly. The oracle was completely oblivious to the debate over its fate.

“I have an aquarium,” Hana protested. “It’s not cruel. I feed them rice and sweets. That’s their favorite food.”

“An aquarium?” Touma scoffed. “How many do you have?”

“I have seven,” Hana boasted. “This will be number eight! My lucky little number eight,” she cooed to the oracle. “They really are so cute,” Hana said warmly. “You should see, they all have their own little personality, but they aren’t like us. They never fight or complain. They’re so sweet.”

“Yeah, they’re sweet to eat,” Touma grunted. “Anyway, if you’re not going to let me eat that lucky oracle, then let’s get out of here. I hate to just sit around after a big meal. It settles in my belly and makes me fall asleep.”

“Okay,” Hana said, dropping the oracle into a small pocket on her blouse.

The Rapture

There's this mural of John Lennon's face that I see every morning. Below his face it says "Imagine", and it always leaves me wondering about that first line: "Imagine there's no heaven..." This week's SciFiSunday entry looks at one way to get to one of the most famous lyrics in music history.

I was sitting in the cool dark of my grandmother’s bedroom, kneeling by her bedside. She reached out to me, her pale white hand trembling visibly. “Robert…” she whispered, her voice like the rasp of a saw tipping through the wet stump of a dead tree. I leaned in toward her face, craning my neck so that I could press my ear against her weathered lips. 

“Yes, Grandma?” I asked hesitantly. 

“Robert,” she croaked, writhing as she spoke my name. She clutched at me with her bony, bloody hand, clawing at my neck and face. “Robert! Jesus is here… the Lord is with us, in this room…” 

“Yes, Grandma,” I sighed, untangling myself from her grip. 

“The Lord has come for me, Robert!” she continued, her black eyes sparkling like obsidian as they stared off into the distance, toward an all powerful savior that only she could see. 

My grandmother was in the final hours of being Raptured. I knew this because I had seen it happen to almost everyone else in my family, and billions of people around the world, over the last three months. The Rapture had started in December, around Christmas Day. I can still remember the news reports bubbling up through all the “best of” shows and New Year’s sales. It was easy to ignore for the first couple days. But then people around me started to die. 

My grandma’s eyes rolled around in her skull and then locked on me. “Robert!” she creaked, “Are you…” she licked her lips hesitantly, like she wasn’t sure she wanted to hear the answer the the question she was about to ask. 

“Yes, Grandma?” I prodded. I already knew what she was going to ask. She was going to ask the same question that every other person who had Raptured had asked me over the last few months. I’d talked to others that hadn’t been Raptured yet, and they had all experienced the same thing. When someone was near the end, right before they were about to be Raptured, the questioning would start. 

“Are you… going to be…” my grandmother faltered. At this point, I’m sure that she already knew the answer. The Rapture had been going since December. It was almost Good Friday. So far as I knew, my grandma was one of the last people in the world being Raptured. 

As January and February slowly ground down and everyone from my grandmother’s church group had already been Raptured, she began to fret. By the end of March, my grandmother was frantic. Why hadn’t she been Raptured? Had she done something to upset the Lord? Had she committed some unforgivable sin? Was her faith not strong enough. 

The news media hadn’t helped my grandma’s worrying. In the early days, there was widespread panic. A mystery disease that killed its victims in just three short days was engulfing the world. But then the statistics started to come out. When the Alt-right and the Christian-right first grabbed hold of what was happening, the panic quickly flipped and an hysteria swept over parts of the country: the End Times were coming.
I don’t remember who it was that first made the connection, but by mid-January, the symptoms had become widely known and data scientists had started to publish their findings. The three day disease seemed to be targeting people of faith. True believers all over the world were falling into a delirious fever, having religiously inspired hallucinations, and then dying peacefully in their sleep. Word on social media quickly spread: people weren’t dying of a disease, they were being Raptured. 

The nature of the symptoms helped reinforce the belief that this was a religious experience and not a disease, especially among Christians all over the world. From the onset of the first symptoms, it took three days for someone to die. The Christians imbued this number with special meaning. On the second day of the sickness, people developed sores on their palms and sometimes along their forehead. Christian leaders said these were sores were Christ-like stigmata that proved the faith of those being Raptured. And finally, there were the religious hallucinations that happened just before death. People were raving about seeing Jesus and the media ate it all up. 

Once people started to believe that they were being taken away to heaven, things started to fall apart. Mega churches held “Rapture parties” where the sick would kiss members of the congregation and smear blood across their mouths and eyes to help speed them on their way to being Raptured. In the places where religious violence had been raging for years, war ceased immediately as millions of people simply went home and died in their beds peacefully. People all over the world were dying, and they were excited to be doing it. In the US, the death infrastructure was completely overwhelmed. I’ve heard reports on the radio that there are dead bodies in homes all across the country. In big cities like New York and Los Angeles, the homeless populations just piled up in the streets. 

But by the end of March, the number of Raptures happening had dropped off to almost nothing. The official estimate put the global death toll at somewhere in the neighborhood of four billion people, though many officials are quick to point out that there’s really no way to be sure. It seemed that anyone who was going to be raptured had already been raptured. Almost everyone in the world with a strong religious conviction was dead.
Everyone except my grandma. Tears were welling in her eyes as her lips formed the words. “Are you going to be... Raptured?” she managed to ask at last. My grandmother had always considered herself a “good” Christian. She prayed for parking spaces at Walmart, and dismissed anything that didn’t fit with her world view as “the Devil’s doing”. So when everyone else in my grandmother’s Bible study group had died by the end of February, she started to get genuinely worried. 

“Yes,” I nodded, coughing meekly. “I started to show the signs just this morning,” I told her, the lie coming out more easily than I had anticipated. 

“Let me… let me see your hands,” she said, her large eyes darting around the room wildly. I hadn’t thought of this. 

“I only just started to Rapture,” I told her, looking away awkwardly. “I don’t have the stigmata, yet.” She sighed heavily, her body going still. It seemed like she was satisfied with my dodge. 

By the end of March, after innumerable millions of zealous believers had Raptured, the news coverage started to change dramatically. With the media and the government suddenly devoid of people who believed in ghosts, gods, and paradises filled with virgins and golden palaces, the notion that there was some divine rapture sending deserving souls to heaven was replaced with the more down to earth news that the world was being ravaged by a highly contagious, highly selective epidemic. 

My grandmother would sit in front of the television, damning the news anchor for the lies he was delivering. “It’s a Rapture!” she would cry hysterically. “You son of a bitch, you don’t know your ass from your elbow from a hole in the ground! This isn’t some disease! It’s the Lord taking His people back to His kingdom!” All of her favorite television personalities had either died weeks ago or gone into hiding to cover up the fact that they hadn’t been raptured yet. 

Three days ago, my grandma had burst into the living room, her body agile, her eyes bright. “I’m Rapturing!” she cried. Big fat tears started to run down her cheeks as she danced around like she was a little girl. I tried to smile, but I could feel the tears running down my cheeks too. My mom and dad had died in January, along with almost everyone else I knew. My grandma was one of the last people in my life. 

I’d never felt that religious fervor burning in my body, but I’d never had the balls the tell anyone. I wasn’t like my Uncle Frank, who had been banned from family events because of his open disdain for anything religious. I hadn’t heard from him since last summer. 

“Robert…” my grandma whispered, her lips barely parting. 

“Yeah?” I asked her. 

“I’m going with Jesus now,” she told me. 

I reached out and grabbed her hand, holding it tightly, as if I could keep her from going by holding on. She closed her eyes, and then let out her last breath. I put my head down on her chest and started to sob. Now I was alone. 

A dull thump-thump-thump echoed in my head like a heartbeat. “Grandma?” I said, sitting upright. I pushed my fingers up against her neck, but there was no pulse. I sat in silence for a moment, confused, then the thump-thump-thump came again. “Ah,” I sighed, realizing it was the door. I closed the door to my grandma’s room as I left, then went to answer the door. 

I recognized the huge, fat man standing on the doorstep the moment I opened the door. 

“Bobby,” he said, engulfing me in a sweaty bear-hug. 

“Hey, Uncle Frank,” I muttered. 

“How you doing?” he asked, pulling me outside into the bright afternoon sun. 

“I… uh… Grandma just died,” I said awkwardly. 

“I knew she would,” he said. “You and your Uncle Terry were the only ones I figured would survive this mess. Terry didn’t make it, though.” He paused for a moment, looking at me. “What’s wrong, Bobby?” 

“Well…” I wasn’t sure what to say. “Everyone’s dead.” 

“Yeah,” Uncle Frank laughed. “All those hypocrite assholes are dead. Have you been watching the news? There’s peace in the Middle East. There hasn’t been a single hate crime reported in the States in over a month.” 

“Yeah,” I shrugged. “But… I mean, I’ve heard all that on the news. But everyone is dead.” 

“They’re in Heaven,” he corrected me. “With Jesus.” 

“I guess you’re right. It’s what they wanted.” A sense of bitterness suddenly replaced the loneliness and sorrow I’d been feeling. “Yeah…” I said, screwing up my face. “They did want to die. They wanted to die and be with Jesus more than they wanted to be with me.” My mom, my dad, everyone; they’d all said the same stupid thing: “I’m doing with Jesus now.” 

“We’re better off, Bobby,” Uncle Frank said. “Anyway, let’s get the fuck out of here.”
“Where are we going?” I asked. 

“Anywhere you want,” he told me. “It’s Sunday. That means we can do anything we want.”

Unplugged

This week, SciFiSunday will be a flash fiction piece. Enjoy!

“Are you sure this is the end of the line?” Brian asks as we pull up to a small cutout in the road. 

“I’m sure,” I tell him. Catherine jumps from her chair in the front of the motorhome and wraps her arms around me, like this is the last time that she’ll ever see me. I hug her back, soaking in the warmth of her body. 

This is the last time that I’ll ever see her. It’s the last time that I’ll see either of them. 

“Oh, Emil,” she says, her voice edging on a sob. “I wish you would stay with us.” I look away from Catherine’s wet eyes. I know that my leaving hurts her, but this is something that I have to do. 

“I’ll see you guys around,” I lie to them. 

“I think we will,” Brian laughs, patting me on the back from his captain’s chair, his hand like the huge paw of a friendly grizzly bear. 

Without another word, I shoulder my pack and step outside. As they drive off, I feel the last tendrils of technology reaching toward my brain, fighting to stay connected. Once they’re out of range, I let out a sigh of relief. For the first time in my life, I am completely disconnected. My brain is awash in silence, floating atop the steady thump-thump-thump of my heart beating in my ears. 

I turn away from the road and hurry into the forest before another vehicle comes down the road.

Six Minutes

Here's a short story based on an episode of Radio Lab that I listened to yesterday.

It was just after four in the morning. He hadn’t sleep last night. In fact, he hadn’t slept since Tuesday. But that didn’t matter much to him, he’d never put much stock in sleep. He often bragged about not needing to sleep. It was part of what set him apart from the rest of humanity. It was part of what made him so successful when others were struggling just to get by. Sleep might part of the rule book of being human, but he’d never been one to play by the rules. He chuckled lightly at the thought of that silly, impotent word. Rules, he mused. Rules didn’t apply to him.

It was just after four in the morning. The sun was still below the horizon. The air was cool and still. This was the time of the day that he most enjoyed. He reveled in being awake so early, while everyone else was unconscious and useless. It put him at an advantage. Life was a constant war, filled with countless battles. While his enemies were asleep, he was up and preparing a sneak attack. He would win the battle that was today. Winning was what he’d built his life around. Winning was what he did best.

Shifting in his silk robe, he thumbed through his phone, scrolling past the boring crap to find the juicy morsels. He jammed his other hand into a bucket of day-old KFC and pulled out a soggy drumstick to gnaw on while he read. When something good caught his eye, he immediately retweeted it without reading past the headline. The headline was the most important part. Nobody read the details. Details were for pinheads and pussies. Details were for little bitches that couldn’t make up their minds. Details were for losers. Headlines were for winners.

While he was tweeting, something on the news caught his ear. He liked to keep the news playing on the the television twenty-four hours a day. When he moved into this ugly little house, he had had a television installed in every room so that he would be able to stay connected to the world and what was going on at all times. Truth be told, he would have preferred to stay in his own place. But this house came with the job. And anyway, living here gave him a chance to get away from his nagging wife, who had decided to keep living in their old house. In his old house, he corrected himself. That house didn’t belong to her. Nothing belonged to her. Everything she had, she had because of him. Her fame, her jewelry, her house, her fake tits, her kid. Everything came from him. And if he felt so inclined, he could take it all back.

He fished around in the sheets for a minute until he found the television remote, and then cranked the volume up so that the sound filled the room. The girl on the news was a pretty blonde with plump red lips and striking blue eyes. “She could use some bigger tits,” he mumbled to himself as he shoved his hand under his bathrobe. He’d been pushing rope for years, but he still enjoyed fondling it while watching the news on Fox. He liked to imagine the blonde newsgirls on their knees, drooling all over him like dogs salivating on a prime cut of meat. He knew how they treated the girls over at Fox, and that made the fantasy all that much more real. These girls had gotten to where they were by being on their knees. They were well trained, and that was just how he liked his women to be.

While the newsgirl rattled off something about a conspiracy being perpetrated by the some liberal pansies, his stomach started to rumble uncomfortably. The rumbles started to build, moving from his belly down into his lower intestines. He pushed his cellphone into his robe pocket and then, with a sudden, agile burst of speed uncanny for a man of his obese girth and age, he leapt from the bed and sprinted across the room to the en suite. His ass made contact with the cool porcelain bowl just as he lost control of his sphincter, spraying the inside of the commode with a hot liquid stream of feces.

“Ahhhh,” he moaned in discomfort, “Jesus Christ.” He rocked forward, redistributing his weight over the toilet. “What the hell did I eat?” he asked the floor as the contents of his stomach emptied into the bowl. He’d been harboring suspicions since moving in that someone had been poisoning his water. Pursing his lips, he made a mental note to have someone look into the matter, but promptly forgot about the whole thing the moment his attention got sucked back to the news blaring from the two televisions in the bathroom.

“... and what do you think they’re saying?” a man on the television demanded. This guy was a recurrent guest on Fox and he always had something compelling to say. He looked at the man, suddenly under his spell.

“What did they say?” he mouthed the words like a silent prayer.

“They say,” the man bellowed, seemingly in response, “that the Russians, the North Koreans, the Iranians…” the man on the television paused for dramatic effect before suddenly exploding, “They’re all gonna nuke us! We can’t just sit by and let this happen! By God, we need to stand up. We’re a nation of Christians! Christian men and women, with Christian values, and Christian duties. We have to strike first. We can’t let them his us, we can’t let them get the upper hand! We have hit them before they hit us. Mark my words, these godless communists, these radical Islamic extremists, they’ll launch an attack on us by the end of this week. I can guarantee you this.”

From his throne, he stared at the television screen, transfixed. Today was Thursday. The end of the week was tomorrow. “Christ,” he mumbled to himself, “it’s a good thing I was watching the news. If I hadn’t seen this report, I wouldn’t have known this was going to happen.”

This was precisely the reason he kept Fox news running twenty-four hours a day on every television in the house. Fox was the only reliable source of information he had. And for a man in his position, he needed a trusted and true resource. His decisions were very important… no, they were the most important. And he was surrounded by disinformation and fake news! Everyone around him was constantly bombarding him with false reports and fake statistics. The lies were so thick in this city, it was almost enough to overcome even him. But fortunately for him, and fortunately for the world, he had good sources like Fox.

He grabbed at the phone hanging from the wall beside the bath towels and barked into the receiver: “Get me Peter.”

Seconds later, Peter came stepped into the bathroom. Peter was tall and thin, with a serious face floating above a tailored uniform that exacerbated the narrowness of his body.

“Mr. President,” Peter said solemnly as he entered the room.

“Give me the biscuit,” the President ordered.

Without hesitation, Peter reached into the case and handed the President a small plastic card with an authentication code printed on it.

“Get me the Joint Chiefs,” the President commanded into the phone he was still holding. There was a moment of static and then a weary voice on the other end answered.

“Mr. President,” the voice said.

“Yes. That’s me,” the President said. “I am the President. We need to launch an attack. A nuclear attack.”

There was a momentary pause at the other end of the line, as if the voice thought this might be a joke. “Yes, sir,” the voice said at last.

The President recited the code on the biscuit and then listed the targets. “Do North Korea first. Then do Iran. Do Russia last. Do you understand me?”

“Yes, sir,” the voice responded. “But we’ll need more specific targets.”

“I gave you specific targets,” the President whined. “North Korea, Iran, and Russia. All three of them.”

“Would you… be able to give us a city, at least, sir?” the voice asked carefully.

“The capital cities,” the President responded. “We need to do this now. Before they have a chance to nuke us first.” The President reviewed what he had heard on the news broadcast in his head. “It’s Thursday!” he blurted suddenly. The end of the week is Friday!”

“Yes, sir,” the voice said flatly.

“Mr. President!” another voice broke in abruptly over the phone. “This is the Secretary of Defense! I was just told that you’ve ordered a nuclear attack. Is this… wise, sir?”

“Mr. Secretary,” the President said, “I’m glad you’re on the line. Yes, this is wise. I have it on good authority, on the best authority, that North Korea, Iran, and Russia are planning to launch nuclear attacks on the US by the end of this week.”

“But Mr. President,” the Secretary said slowly, “North Korea doesn’t have the ability to strike the US. Their most successful missile tests barely make it into the Sea of Japan.” The Secretary paused for a moment to clear his throat. “And the Iranians,” he continued, “they don’t even possess a nuclear arsenal.”

“Don’t you feed me that fake news liberal pussy bullshit,” the President spat. “I have highly credible sources. I know things that you don’t know. I know a lot of things. I am the President. I’m ordering this attack.”

“Yes, sir,” the Secretary said after a long and awkward silence. “But sir, I want to be on record saying that I advise against this. The Russians will retaliate against us, likely within seconds of our launch. Their missiles will hit us and our missiles will hit them almost simultaneously. It will be a nuclear holocaust.”

“Not if we nuke them first,” the President said triumphantly. “Launch the nukes.”

“Yes, sir,” said the first voice. “The targets will be annihilated in six minutes.”

“Excellent,” the President said, slamming the phone back on the wall with a self-satisfied grunt. He sat on the toilet for a moment, basking in the glory of his latest military victory. The Liberal Media wasn’t going to fuck this one up for him. He’d just saved every man woman and child in the greatest country on Earth.

“You’ve done it again,” he said to himself. “You’re amazing.” The President suddenly noticed that Peter was still standing in the bathroom with him. “Get the hell out of here,” the President yelled. “Can’t a man wipe his ass in private?”

Once Peter was gone, the President pulled his phone from his robe pocket and tweeted “Just nuked North Korea, Iran, Russia. #MAGA”.

He put his phone back in his robe and then took his time cleaning up. He washed his face and brushed his teeth. He cut his fingernails and vainly attempted to straighten out his unruly hair. Then, pulling his bathrobe tight around his body, he strutted back into his bedroom. Today was one for the history books, that was sure. He looked over his shoulder at the television, checking the time. It had been about six minutes since he gave his order. By now, those bastards would be dead. He walked over to his bedroom window and pulled back the curtains. As he did so, there was a brilliant white flash that filled the room with a blinding light.

SciFiSunday 09-04-2017

I've been a little under the weather lately, so I'm phoning in SciFiSunday today by simply announcing that the second book of Psalms of the Apocalypse is now available for pre-order on Amazon. In case you haven't had the chance, you can get the first book here.

Wattpad

I'm slowly joining up on all the social writing websites. One site that I've been a member of (but never used) for quite a while is Wattpad. If you use this site, be sure to follow me. I'll be posting excerpts from my work, along with short stories and poems that I'm too lazy to publish.

Goodreads

I just finished setting up an author profile on Goodreads.  I've never really used this site before, but people were reviewing Lumiuxx (favorably) on the site, so it seemed like a good idea to join. If you're on Goodreads, follow me! I'm guessing that when you do, you'll get updated with whatever I'm reading, writing, or doing (because that sort of thing is important to you). Happy Monday!

SciFiSunday 02-04-2017

While browsing around on Twitter, I learned that #SciFiSunday is a thing. To celebrate, here's an excerpt from the upcoming second book of Psalms of the Apocalypse (only very sparingly edited, so I apologize for any grammar/spelling issues):

Mother steps toward me, running her long talon-like nails through my hair. “Lumi,” she says soothingly, “come with me.” Her voice is sweet, but I know that she’s not making a request, she’s giving a command. I look at Father and shoot daggers at his face, then follow Mother out of the room. Mother’s stride is confident and feminine in a way that makes me feel like an ugly little boy. I’m taller than Mother, but she feels bigger than life. Her commanding presence fills any space that she’s in. “Come, Lumi,” she chides. I skip to catch up to her. We walk together in silence, through the featureless halls. Mother takes my hand, squeezing it gently, the way a real mother would hold her daughter’s hand, the way I’d always imagined it would be to have a mom.

She pulls me into a small room with a single chair. There’s a window on the far wall opposite the door. It looks out on a small garden, about a dozen feet wide and maybe twenty feet deep. There’s a meandering pathway that cuts through the garden, and a small pond with a fountain in the middle of it, just below the window. I’ve never been in this room before. I’ve never seen this garden. I have this fantasy of running away with Daddy, off to some place far away from here; away from California, away from all the killing, away from Mother and Father and Kindred. Daddy and I would have a garden with herbs and vegetables and some small fruit trees. There would be a little meandering pathway, just like the one outside, and there would be a pond full of big gold, white, and black koi. Daddy and I will spend our mornings tending the garden. In the afternoons, we’ll eat fruit, cheese, and nuts, sitting beside the pond and chatting gayly. I’m lying with my head in Daddy’s lap, my feet in the cool clear water, the fish kissing my toes, Daddy’s strong hands stroking my face gently. When I look up through the canopy of the fruit trees that hang over us, into the dappled sunlight, I am free from the shackles of life, like I’ve died and gone to heaven just good girls are supposed to, even though I’m a very, very bad girl.

“Sit,” Mother instructs me, motioning to the chair. I can feel a scolding coming on. My body tenses with the anticipation of being made to feel little - something that I normally look forward to. Daddy is humming in my head, a tune that I don’t know.

Mother lets me stew for a few minutes while she looks out the window into the garden. The silence in the room is palpable. I can feel Daddy’s eyes on Mother as he kisses my neck and ears and it fills me with weird feelings. “How did you get back?” Mother asks suddenly, breaking the silence.

“What?” I say stupidly.

“How did you find your mark?” she fires back instantly.

“I…I…” my voice falters. My mind is blank.

“How did you get upstairs?” she asks.

I feel my cheeks flush. I have no idea what she’s talking about.

“What did you do,” she says flatly. There’s no question there, only an accusation, her black eyes cold and hard like stone. The knives are out. I’m on my feet, my back against the wall, Daddy’s hands on my shoulders. Mother looks me up and down, her eyes a shade of fear that I’ve never seen on her before. I look down at my hands, at the hot blades ripping through the sleeves of my jumpsuit.

An electric rush sizzles through my body, familiar yet strange, like the memory of a dream. It feels so good, so fucking good. I embrace it, my legs turning into jelly, my head spinning. I’m in Banner’s arms and we’re falling through the air. His monstrous hands are pressed against my flesh. Blood spurts from innumerable wounds peppering his face and torso, his neck and arms, his legs and hands. I look into his face, brutal and focused, eyes like ice. I run my hand over the course, scratchy stubble that covers his chin. We’re falling down, down, down. My hair whips around him, caressing him like the tentacles of a pitch black octopus. I trace my fingers over his chest, across his torn shirt, where the plasma rounds have ripped through his body. A thick stream of hot crimson spills from the wound rhythmically, pouring down my fingers, over the back of my hand, and down my arm. The feeling of being covered in this ichor is an incredible rush. I want more. I want to be soaked in it. I want to swim in it. I want to drink him down. I want to drown in it. Without thinking, I push my finger against the rent flesh. A hot heat spreads down my arm, and I drive my finger into the wound. I’m hit hard with a sensation of rapid ascension, like climbing to the top of the earth in a single bound.  I am the sun and the moon, the stars and the sky. I shudder involuntarily as I come. My face is buried in his bicep, my finger is buried as deep as I can force it into the gory wound on his chest.

I’m strapped down so that I can’t move, so that I can’t hurt anyone. The lights are a dim bluish hue, something low key and soothing. I’m not soothed. The silence in the room is held aloft by a low frequency hum that permeates every molecule of my consciousness. I try to purr along, but the mood is immediately broken by a vulgar hiss-click, followed by Father’s voice, metallic and tiny: “Stop moving, Lumi!” he commands. “You must stay absolutely still.”

I don’t remember how I got here. Mother was interrogating me one moment, and then the next moment, I’m here, in this fucking tube. I try to unscramble my mind, ticking off the events that led to me being here: I’m in bed. I’m walking down the hall with Mother. We’re talking… then nothing. I feel Daddy watching me curiously.

“Let them out,” Father’s tiny voice hisses. I’m used to this sort of treatment, to being made to perform regardless of how I feel. So even though I have no idea how I got here, I am able to dance to their tune. I close my eyes and let myself slide just below the placid surface of consciousness. A searing heat erupts in my forearms. I’m swimming in a churning pool of primal rage and raw instinct, my awareness floating outside of my own body. I watch myself fighting against the restraints, my body convulsing, my muscles straining. The knives are out, obscenely long and burning hot. I’m dancing on a razor edge, skipping toward oblivion when, suddenly, I’m back inside myself. My body goes completely still and I hear father’s voice crackling over the intercom frantically: “... going to break the restraints, Goddamit, sedate her!”

“I’m fine,” I sigh, somewhat breathlessly. “I’ve got it under control.”